miggizzle yo

i am so freaking bored with school. i could be DOING something with my life instead of researching the discovery of radioactive materials. wtf.

quote of the week :

*situation* ~ I'm driving around in Kyle's car with Jake and this kid named Eggs (??). There is a lull in the conversation.

Kyle - "So, Maggie, do you think my car smells like SHIT?!?"

Maggie Ryan (Session #24)
El Lago del Bosque
9749 Paseo de Roma NE
Bemidji, MN 56601


hint. hint.

i have nothing really to update, but i love my new icon so im just gunna do a quick crap entry for y'all. lalalalalala. its cold and snowy in mn. i hate mn. mn needs to be hit by global warming. i started on euro today, im 2 pgs into the first section we have to read then i got bored and came on the comp. lol. im working at perkins for the first time since before cripple and im SERVER TRAINING!!!!!! EEEEK!!!!!!! im in such a hiphop mood lately. i feel like dancing!!!! yesterday was my first ever photo shoot (gracias hizally lovey!) and in some of the pics i look like a real model (btw i want them picturas hally thompson!!!!) and we did it on the snowy beach/iced over lake harriet and pple kept stopping to watch like it was a real photo shoot! hehehe. im sure it helped that i was in a red dress...we basically have to do it again w/ more outfits and when its warmer. and we went to purpich and im kind of jealous of emily b/c her school pretty much just kicks ass. its like an art party 24/7. instead of the euro party thats happening at blake. anyways i think im going to get back to euro. tata loves!

still cant concentrate!!!! lalalalalaalala...its 8:25. i'm 422 words into my bio essay (i need atleast 600). and that's all i've done. um, english? precacl i can do tomoorow. EURO???? i need to be done with euro tonight. end of story. no exceptions. AND I NEED GAS!!!! lol. i do tho. i drove home on empty today and then didnt bother getting any on my way home b/c i was kind of distracted by louisers and i's dangerous driving!!!! lol!!!! i love how we actually drove next to eachother blasting shake ur ass. lol!!!!! the guy behind us was getting kind of mad. he wanted to pass. hehehehe. I NEED TO CONCENTRATE!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!

I CANT CONCENTRATE!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tonight :

Adv. Bio Essay
English Essay
61 + 62 in Euro and finish packet
#31-41 odd in Precalc
Art in the City

Tomorow :

7am --> physics. yippee. i have to get up at 6 and leave by 6:30. Great. You
know, as if failing the freaking test wasn't bad enough.
After School...
Finish English Essay
PPT
Study for Bio Quest
Study Euro
4:15-7:00 babysit

Friday :

somehow get through the quiz, quest and test i have until SPRING BREAK!!



and i need to sometime or other do laundry. and sleep! cant forget about sleep. oh, and practice voice. i have a concert on tuesday, but i haven't been contacted for it, so i dunno...

Guys Like That You're Charming

You're the girl most guys can't get out of their heads Even if they met you on a bad hair day :-) You just seem to "click" with everyone you meet So even if a guy forgets about you for a second... his friends haven't!

You Are A Relationship Doormat!

Surprise, you ruin relationships. Bet you didn't see that one coming :-) While you're a nice, understanding, and caring girlfriend - you don't put your needs first. And deep down, it's probably because you worry about getting dumped. So speak up for yourself, weed out the losers sooner, and you'll find a guy that *deserves* you.

You Are an Indifferent Ex

You're not one of those girls who thinks about her exes - or even remembers them "Love 'em and Leave 'em" is your motto. And your break ups tend to be a clean break. It's a nice strategy to have, and guys appreciate your total lack of emotional baggage. But just a little reminder: it is okay to remember the good parts of your past, even with exes.

i found my perfect swimsuit, so noone get it :


http://www.ae.com/web/browse/product.jsp?rcid=womens&scid=cat90036&sscid=&navroot=womens&productId=D_0461_2039_browndot

This is The Guilty Game. Next to the questions, put your answers as either guilty or innocent. Guilty if you have, innocent if you haven't. Re-post and see what others have or have not done!

Singing in the shower?: Guilty. and guilty for in my car deff. and in my house. and pretty much everywhere since i started voice lessons.

Spit in someone's Drink?: Innocent

Played with Barbies?: Guilty

Made someone cry?: i dont remember. im sure im guilty tho.

Opened your Christmas presents early?: innocent.

Lied to a friend?: Guilty...

Broken a bone?: innocent!

Seen "The Goonies" more than 10 times?: Innocent (i dont think ive seen it all the way through once)

Played a Computer game for more than 5 hours?: guilty -- the sims!

Ran through the sprinklers?: GUILTY!!!

Went outside naked?: Innocent

Flashed somebody?: Innocent

Mooned somebody?: Innocent

Been on stage?: Guilty

Been on stage naked or close to it?: Innocent, unless you count the costumes we had to wear for my dance recitals.

Been in a parade?: guilty! my softball team. we chucked candy at pple. and by chucked i mean we aimed and fired.

Been in a school play?: Guilty

Gotten detention?: hahahaha! Guilty!!!! im averaging a detention per week lately. thank you ms. hennessey.

Gotten ISS/expelled?: Innocent

Been on a plane: Guilty

Been on a cruise?: innocent

Cheated on a test?: Guilty :( it was 6th grade and i got caught and ive never done it again! there.

Broken in a house?: Innocent, well unless you count entering renees house w/o anyone home all the time.

gotten piercings? Guilty but they closed up.

Gotten into a fist fight?: innocent

Gotten into a shouting match?: Guilty

Swallowed sea/pool water?: guilty

Spun yourself in circles to get dizzy on purpose?: Guilty

Laughed so hard it hurt?: Guilty

Fell down a whole flight of stairs?: guilty

Tripped on your own feet?: Guilty

Cried in public?: Guilty

i feel like laughing and i dont know why. i just IMed john and made up this lie about this apple thing (inside jk btwn us) so i had an excuse to IM him and he was all, "i really want to talk to you but i cant b/c im at adams so ill talk to you later." hahahahahaha. "i really want to talk to you" lmao i dont know why im laughing b/c he's full of shit and doesnt want to talk to me. and seriously? why am i so blind? the only thing really going for him was he was kind of decent looking. he was a JACKASS. next boy!

"...stay if you wanna love me, stay
oh dont be shy, lets cause a scene
like lovers do on silver screens
lets make it yea, we'll cause a scene..." - the killers!


i really needed today. I went home early because i just couldn't be at school anymore. And my mom was actually really cool about it. I've never skipped school like this. But I just couldn't be at that school for one second longer. So i came home and chilled w/ my mom. it was nice.

Today my mom somehow told me that I was going to be at my brothers graduation on May 5 (ap euro test) and I FREAKED out!!! I was like, are you kidding??? I'm dropping if that's going to happen! And I kind of got excited. But then I looked at the calender, and it's the NEXT week! How ridiculous is that? Oh well. Only 10 more weeks of Euro. That doesn't seem very long. That's only 10 more euro tests, if we keep averaging a test a week. The only problem with Euro is I know I have a test on Wednesday (I got an extension) but I still haven't finished reading or even come close to the packet. and i cant bring myself to do it because I worked soooo hard for the last test, and I did really badly on it, so it's like, well, if i'm going to do badly on it, i might as well just not try. does that make sense? maybe i should take the class pass/fail? or is that just stupid? I refuse to drop it tho because i'm going to prove everyone wrong (including myself) and stay with it. But seriously, i thought global was a lot of work? hahahahahahahaha!

um, can i express how much i despise ms. hennessy and her joke of a class? i dont think there are words in the english dictionary to portray me frustration with her!!!! i am not even kidding you. first, she gives me a B for a semester grade with no substance!!!! seriously! i got A's on ALL of the essays that we turned in!!! then, she suddenly realizes she's not a hard enough teacher and declares that your grade goes DOWN by a LOT if you are oh... 1 second late to class. I'm not even kidding you. and louise and i were late on monday b/c we parked in the visiting parking lot inorder to get to class ontime and jeff made us move our car which took forever and then she gave us a cut!! and then went and talked to ms. sherre about it so we couldn't clear it!!! are you KIDDING me???? oh, and then, the 'crazy lady on the 3rd floor' decides to email us a change in hmwk!!!! 45 pgs in song of solomon!!!! are you KIDDING me????? i mean, seriously!!!! AFTER I ALREADY DID THE STUPID CRAP HMWK THAT WAS ALREADY ASSIGNED AND TOOK FOREVER AND I COULD HAVE BEEN STUDYING FOR PHYSICS OR DOING EURO WHICH BTW I THINK IM GOING TO FAIL OUT OF EVEN THO I REALLY ENJOY THAT CLASS BUT AGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DO NOT HAVE TIME FOR HER CLASS!!! HER CLASS IS THE BIGGEST WASTE OF TIME IN MY LIFE AND WHAT MAKES IT WORSE IS SHE WONT EVEN GIVE ME A GOOD GRADE IN HER CLASS B/C I COME TO CLASS LATE AND I DONT MYSPACE COMMENT HER AND BECAUSE SHE JUST PLAIN DOESNT LIKE ME!!!!!!!!!! WELL FECK YOU MS HENNESSY I DONT LIKE YOU EITHER!!!!! AUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and truthfully, i dont have time for les miz. im having fun, but i dont have TIME for it so then i go there and im like, ugh. i dont have time to be here. and i really dont have time to be updating this but whatever. i need to go do physics. AND WHILE IM RANTING...MR KABACK HAS CHANGED HIS TEACHING STYLE!!!! LAST SEMESTER HE WAS SOOO LAYED BACK AND COOL AND EXPLAINED EVERYTHING SOO WELL AND WE TOOK A LOT OF TIME ON EVERYTHING AND I GOT AN A AND NOW MY CLASS HAS CHANGED AND ITS ALL THESE PPLE WHO ARE JUST UGH AND MR KABACK HAS BECOME LIKE, A TEACHER. AND IT MAKES ME MAD B/C I HAVE A FREAKIN PHYSICS TEST TOMOROW AND I AM NOT PREPARED!!!!!!!!!!!

um remember when i was working ahead and getting all this stuff done? um, yea. that went away about tuesday night when i just couldn't bring myself to do my ap euro. so i fell behind. and now i am still behind in euro with a TEST on monday, (that test is in caps b/c it is more than just a test and thus DESERVES to be in caps) and a shitload of homework tonight, oh, and i had to skip detention tonight to go to my voice lesson and i have detention early tomoorw morning but i dont think i'm gunna go. and i cant get fuckface out of my head!!! even though i know that i will never ever ever have him again...its so depressing. and im holding onto this last shred of hope that maybe, just maybe his ex will stop trying to get him back (or if that already worked dump him) and then he'll realize what he had with me and call me. but thats not going to happen and i need to move on. i'm at the place where im completely happy and content w/ my life (other than the disgusting amount of hmwk i have due tomoorw) and myself, except for the part where i dont have him anymore. and everything reminds me of him. and so its impossible to just forget. you know? and i dont want to forget, i just dont want to remember anymore. i need to move on. find a new guy, maybe. i dunno. i feel so...pathetic. and i need to go do homework.

well, i just thought i'd tell everyone who actually reads this thing anymore that i have already broken my new years resolution. and not only did i break it, but i broke it with a worldclass standing-ovation-worthy breakage. lol

anyways on a happier note, it's only 9:40 and im DONE with all my homework!!!! this is like, the first time ever since maybe...3rd grade? so now im going to go work ahead...which would actually be the first time in my entire life that i bothered working ahead in homework. what has gotten into me??

this weekend was one of the best and worst weekends i've had for a long time. Friday we had rehearsal until 6 and that was frusterating b/c i had to be somewhere by 6:30 and was supposed to go home before hand. Anyways, so instead i just went home with renee and then we chilled and then maggie ro and ben picked me up and we went lazor tagging (which was lame but it was fun cuz we made it fun) and then we played frisbee and it was cold and dark but fun. And i came home. which was sad. but i wont go into that. and anyways, i've been home ever since being productive. Yesterday i went to target and found a cute swimsuit!!! but i didnt buy it cuz im not sure its exactly what i want. and i cleaned the kitchen after every meal, and i cleaned my room and went out to eat with my parents and did some homework, and found the kick ass chicken invaders 2: the next wave game, and i did some more productive stuff too. Oh, right, I made a jean mini skirt out of my old silvers! all i have to do is finish sewing and then decorate. I'm gunna distress it a little bit more, but not overly cuz that's just stupid. Then today i went to church and have been doing homework ever since and for the first time in a long time i got it almost all done by 2! All I have left is euro and painting. And i need to study physics, but I don't know what to study. Oh, and at 2 my dad and I drove out to my uncle's dealership to get my car fixed!!! so i don't have a car this week, but that's cool cuz louiser and sithara are going to be driving me and its gunna be really fun. ok, its off to do painting!

I found a new game you guys...it is sooo funny!!!!

http://games.yahoo.com/games/downloads/chickeninvaders2.html

try it out!

i surprised him this morning w/ a pizza (his ultime fav food) and we went over some stuff.



he said i had guts coming over there, but i wasn't nervous to do it, i was more nervous that he would tell me he had moved on. but um, he didnt... "there's deffinatly something about you, maggie." and then he kissed me. :)




thanks for all the boy-entrancing vibes you guys. you can have 'em back now

ofcourse now i'm having doubts. what if i just come off as a desperate annoying loser? seriously? ugh. thats not a good way to do things.

ok, so, im not gunna reveal anything incase i chicken out...but i have an excelent plan and i need you guys to all wish me luck. and lend me all your boy-entrancing-whatevers. i promise i'll return them. :)

i just have to publicly thank kate for the hug she gave me today cuz it made me feel a lot better and also i want to say that her hair looked really pretty today :). lol. on a completely different note, i got to the library at 6:08 and started working at 6:10 on AP EUro. I finished the reading at 8:40. You do the math.

and another thing, with euro taking this long EVERY night, plus all my other classes and i only have one free period and im taking all but two advanced level courses (which is actually kind of cool when u think about it. it makes me feel smart) and painting is gunna take a lot of time and les miz if i get in, and then add that into my life as it is with friends and family and obligations and stuff, i dont have TIME for a boy. fuck boys. fuck shoes. im going into study-girl mode u guys, and will only come out to party like crazy on friday and saterday night. saterday day however will be devoted to getting ahead in ap euro. atleast its an interesting book, u know? lalallalaa. :)